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Poems by Ashianna Sivara

OUR LOVE


We're in the backyard.

Holding a knife at your back

But I will never step back.

Instead, I'd be glad.


Finally, the day had come.

I'll be getting what I want.

The knife you put at my back,

will always be my luck.


You gave it to me as a gift.

and I will never forget it.

How our love used to be genuine

And now it's all ruined.


Because of you, I became blind.

All of the pain you gave becomes love.

And you are as blind as I am.

The love I gave became your pain.




THE MOON


I am the moon

You need me when you're alone.

Just like the times when you can't get along

And when they don't want you anymore,


But she's the sun.

You won't need her even at night.

But you want her to be part of all the fun.

and you'll be waiting for her at dawn.


I was trying hard to be the sun.

But I was meant to be a moon who ruins the fun.

The one who always lost a simple fight.

But it is the sun who brings light to his night.





 ICED HEART


Your eyes remind me

of your sweet lies.

It felt like I had been dumped.

in a faraway land.

I couldn't reach your hand.

but I can feel it touching mine.


An island surrounded by many sharks

didn't kill my heart

but your sweet lies

Keep it alive. 

Until you broke it and it became 

more cold than ice.





BET


I've been trap in a worst situation,

Wherein all I want is your attention.

I've been swallowed by my obsession,

I won't let anyone have your affection.


But the world is so cruel,

You're eyes was owned by this girl.

She's lucky, she got him for a lifetime

But her life won't last for a while.


I wrap my hands around her neck

“He won't love you,” she bet.

But would it still matter now,

When her blood drips on my hand?





HAPPY


How could I be happy?


If H stands for happiness,


Would it be an absolute misery?


If A stands for affliction,


Then it's my worst addiction.


If P stands for peace,


Then why did you have to leave?


If the other P means passion,


Then you're a rose, and I'm ready to get thorned.


If Y stands for youth,


Why do I feel like an adult?






CHEATER


Someday, I want to walk toward the altar.

Then I'll be grabbing your arms.

We will say "I do" beside each other.

and in front of the mighty father.


I wished to be your lawful wife.

to hold and to be held for our entire lives.

I wished to wake up next to you.

while watching each other grow.


But I see her walking towards you.

I'm watching her watch you grow.

When I see her fulfill my dreams,

I realized it would never be for me.


As they had their first child,

I cried so much.

I know he's just a fictional character.

But why am I acting like he's a cheater?






UNEXPECTED PERSON


I want you to know

Wherever I go,

In every place I've been to

It only reminds me of you.


The way you're laying in my arms.

The way we enjoy every long rides.

The way you enjoys my company

I thought no one could replace me.


But now I'm on my way home,

Playing our favorite song

Hoping you'll be back in my arms

But you're already holding her hands.


Someone makes him happy—

The person I never thought it could be.

A love that I thought would last

Now belongs to the girl in his past.






DESTRUCTIVE BLOOD


I heard you talks bad about me,

I see you but you can't see me.

I was hiding behind this tree,

Watching you while feeling sick.


As I showed up, you smiled.

I know it was full of lies.

But if you die, I'll be fine.

Then maybe I'll smile.


You usurped my place,

Go run like you're in a race.

Run with all of your fears,

Cry until there's no more tears.


I'll stab you until there's no more blood,

Then your blood will be a destructive flood.

Roaming around your room,

Making your house a creepy home.






BRIDE


I love you,

So I will let you go.

Go lay on her shoulders,

And spend your days with her.


We once become a partner,

But I know it'll never be forevermore.

For you love her more than me,

It hurts but I will let her be.


As I was standing on their side.

"You may now kiss the bride."

As what the father said,

They did. They kissed.


My mind can no longer think

My eyes can't even blink.

As I saw her with you,

I have only one thing to do.


I killed him in front of her

For we should still be together.

I can't just go die

And let them smile.





BLOODY CARPET


As he strummed the guitar, he became close to my heart.

His eyes become a work of art that has been stuck in my mind.


I forgot what the stars looked like.

when I stare into your eyes.


Whenever I feel your shoulder around mine,

I forgot how cold that rainy day was.


Now that I am enjoying my life with my so-called man,

I forgot that I was walking on shattered pieces of glass.


My feet became bloody, and you became the carpet.

You let me walk through you, no matter how much it hurts.


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